after being nice to my mom for the past few weeks, she refuses to give my 300 bucks to color my hair tomorrow. bitch.

everyone's being a total fucker at home. i should have just went out till late and come home even later. damn.

anyway i went to the red cross home for the disabled.... was an errrr, eye opener..... damn sad. all of them damn poor thing.. sigh. why did god create them this way?

i want to color my hair....... i dont care. im fucking pissed i tell you. she can spend hundreds of dollars every month buying toys for tasha when tasha already has a whole bloody room of toys.. not counting those un-opened presents in the store room.. and then what? all im asking for is 300 bucks and she says its not a necessity. what a bitch. im her fucking daughter for heaven's sake.

ugh. bitchhhh.